CHAPTER FIVE

I feel empty deep down me

Looked into everything that really makes sense in the sight of people,

But all I could see is nothing

The world looks null and void

It’s just like a guy that just ejaculated or masturbated,

The moment you get to the peak,

It’s like being on top of the world and feeling the ocean of passion

But immediately you release the fluid,

It seems like nothing really matters anymore

That is exactly a good comparison in trynna win the world

When you win or if you win,

What next?

You are gonna feel like there aint no pleasure in it

Or even mean nothing to you

Then why trynna spill alotta bloodshed on the quest that cannot even quench your thirst for challenge/ achievements?

This aint my first time saying/ writing about this life that it aint worth nothing

I can’t tell how much I’ve thought, dreamt, planned, prayed, and talked about my music career

The kinda joy, pleasure I get each time I’m in music mood

But if I should achieve my goals and get to my peak without touching the lives of many others,

Then there aint no difference between our selfish, greedy, callous, and wicked leaders and I

I aint no different to any of them at all ’cos,

What is the achievement without people benefiting from such achievement?

Life to me means “living today for today and leaving tomorrow for tomorrow”

Even the Holy bible ascertain this same point

Touch as many lives as possible, stretch forth your hands to as many people you can reach

‘Cos you aint no different in God’s sight

Despite all our sins, iniquities, transgressions

God never stops sun from shining upon us all

So why can’t you emulate this,

So your so called achievement would make a meaning to you

Like Alh. Aliyu Aliko Dangote once quoted in the forbes

He said “I am no longer deriving any joy being ranked as the richest in Africa, but the only thing that could make me happy is the numbers of billionaires that rise from my stable”

Can you be happy if a fellow friend of yours becomes as rich as you are?

Or someone in your family, hood/street, town/city, state/county or country?

Search yourself

Enough said, “a word they say is enough for the wise”